Well Then

So it's been a really long time since I have posted anything. I would say that it's only because I've been busy with school and volleyball (which is part of the reason), but it's mostly just because I've been lazy. Lazy and uninspired. That's pretty sad. Anyway, nothing really exciting has happened in the Crenshaw house lately. Shelby's 18th birthday was yesterday though. That's really weird to think about. She's going to college next year. How odd. I remember when I was 4 and she was 6 and I had just started gymnastics. She had already been doing it for a little bit, so I had to start off in a different class from her, but I was too shy (Kara? Shy?) to be in a class with people I didn't know so I begged to be in her class. I can't remember if I ended up staying in my class or what. But yeah, it's weird to think that next year she won't be around all the time. I've already been through this with Nat, but it feels different this time for some reason. Or maybe I'm just in a weird mood...

Oh yeah, I started driving a few weeks ago too. I got my license. I'm sixteen. That's weird too. Also, Coop turned 10 a few days ago. He's getting so big. Well, not physically big, since he's still a shrimp, but you get what I mean. Whose birthday is next? hmmm... Mae's. But that's a while from now.

The weather outside is... Indescribably beautiful. I love when it feels like this. It's still warm enough to wear short sleeves during the daytime, but it's not scorching hot and ridiculously humid anymore. And nighttime, oh my goodness. It gets almost cold. It's amazing. It reminds me of camp at night. Except for the stars. The stars here don't compare to the nighttime sky in Durango. But it's okay.

I'm feeling really restless lately. I feel like I just need to go. My guitar is the only thing that is keeping me sane.